Did you realise love/like/crush/admire or whatsoever stuffs that deals with the heart is like drug?
You know if you start having it, you will be in deep trouble. But why did you still want to have it in the first place?
It makes you high, and i mean very high, like as if the world is spinning for your happiness,
but when it make you down, i mean very down, to the extent where life no longer has meaning.
Sometimes when you have it, you don't even realise.
Only when you fall deep in it, you realised you have got addicted to it.
When you no longer have it with you, it's then the time when you start to suffer.
You tried 1001 ways to stop yourself from falling deeper, but nothing works.
you know its there, but you can't have it.
you know you have to stop, but you couldn't.
temptations kills.
everyone, those who love and cared about you, are helping you to quit this addiction,
but what matters most is that will you help youself?


p.s:some random post, not emo or what. Just reading past entries and others' blog.